how to force yourself to finally die or do at least something?
What should I do if I'm a lazy, stupid, brainless, useless bastard who doesn't want to do anything but sleep and not wake up, who hates himself for everything possible and can't bring himself to do or act on anything??? How to talk to such a stupid bitch??? How can you get this idiot, who is supposed to die a painful death and never appear again, to do anything??
Just someone please kill me